A Still Small Voice

After several months of fighting panic attacks. God gave me an answer. The panic attacks came from fear and great anxiety. There were times I had to simply fight the attacks with Scripture. I would dwell on that Christ loved me and gave himself for me. I also had to wait on the Lord for strength. I also had to take anxiety pills. Some of the attacks were so hard and powerful that on a scale of one to ten they were ten's. I had to also apply James Chapter one to my situation. To count it all joy when you fall into divers temptations and to ask for wisdom. My battle came to a head while visiting a friend in a Care facility. The Enemy sowed a seed that maybe I was really working for my salvation and that was the reason I was doing what I was doing. I went to the car to battle once again. I called on Jesus, if He was there please help me. After a few minutes of battling, I heard a still small voice. God said, "I love you no matter what." This was God's perfect love that could cast out my fears. Truly at anytime I can think about God's voice telling me I am loved. My response was to love My Savior back. Presenting myself as a living sacrifice. Coming to Jesus and putting His yoke upon me. I can now find rest for my soul as Jesus' burden is becoming light. Truly I can dwell on Jesus' love, the Cross, Resurrection, and Ascension. Truly Jesus intercedes for me to the Father and I know a Love that motivates me to love God back. God loves me no matter what and He deserves worship no matter what. John the Poet